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Friday, March 18, 2011

The Misfit misfit

so my entries will probably be nothing more than words that have been filling my head spilled on paper...or computer...it may not make sense, but welcome to my mind. enter at your own risk!

So I've noticed lately that I am the odd misfit. I belong to a group of "misfit toys" but I've also noticed that I'm the odd one that, although I fit because all misfits fit there, I'm the different one. I have similar tastes...sometimes, but not quite the same. My dreams are similar, but not. I dont quite fit, but I can also switch and fit just as nicely in different groups of misfits. But I love my group. I choose to stay, feeling slightly more odd, with MY misfits. I love them all and they help me to appreciate my uniqueness. They've become my family outside of family, but closer in a way.

Saturday, March 05, 2011

wow...it's been what? over a year?

I really suck at this whole updating, and I doubt anyone is following me, but if you are I'm sorry. To catch you up on my life...
I'm now 24, I feel old all the time, but it's ok because I dont really act my age. I either act much older than I really am or more often much younger.
I'm now living in Rexburg, going to BYU-Idaho and have 2 semesters left until I can leave this place!
I have developed new dreams. After graduation, more than anything I want to take a trip with some of my friends and spend a week or so in England. If I could choose to have any job and not have to worry about job security or money I would choose to be a historical archaeologist, or a museum curator.
I want nothing more than to go sky diving some days, and being alone has become quite the security blanket for me. it's just safer that way!
I still love my life, it's crazy and surprising and definitely changing daily, but it keeps me on my toes, and keeps me moving.