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Sunday, May 22, 2011

No messing with perfection!

Perfect is the easiest way to describe this weekend! And why not? It was supposed to be the end of the world or something right? why not make it a perfect weekend?
Friday I went to sushi with some of the most amazing people anyone could ever be lucky enough to know! I was going to take pictures, but I forgot...Then we went shopping, spent time in bath and body works, and then read super hero and zombie books in Barnes and NobLE...haha that's for you, you know who you are! We ended this amazing day with watching Sweeny Todd!
Saturday I got to work on homework, share a sno cone with Lorna, more homework, and a concert where people sang disney songs! I did a lot of homework on saturday but it was enjoyable...even though I feel like I got nothing done! It rained! Perfect weather for yet another perfect day!
Sunday went to church, ate dinner with Lorna and Ben, made cinnamon rolls with Lorna and Ben(that actually turned out pretty darn good if I might say so myself), went stadium singing with Reece and visited friends that had not been visited in far too long!
I realized that you really need to notice and appreciate the simple things in life. It's the little things that add up to make life perfect, even when you have those bumps!
This is my idean of taking in the simple things!


Saturday, May 21, 2011

FAIL!!!

So I was with some friends tonight and somehow we got talking about blogs...my friend asked me if I had posted anything new...I fail!
I will try to be better...I just never know what to really put up. So I've decided to just kind of keep a journal type thing online I suppose so ...starting now!
Entry #1
A while ago I realized how negative I always acted, or atleast felt like I acted negativly towards life. I decided that I hated that. For the last two months I have woken up every morning and told myself "Today is going to be an AMAZING day! Why? Because I said so!" It's amazing, the effect words have on us! It has been very rare that I have had a bad day in the last two months. I am currently taking an interpersonal communications class. We talked about how we as people often say "they MADE me feel this way!" It is impossible for someone to MAKE you feel anything. They can choose to do things that you may choose to be angry or upset at, but ultimately it is your choice. That hit me pretty hard, but it has also changed my life!

There are still days that I have a harder time choosing to not feel something...I still feel lonely, sad, angry, frustrated...I feel! It's just so much more worth it to choose to feel all the happy good feelings! I love choosing to see and appreciate my blessings! I have the most amazing family and friends! AMAZING people! I absolutely love my life, even the hard times. I wouldnt be me without them! :)