FAIL!!!

So I was with some friends tonight and somehow we got talking about blogs...my friend asked me if I had posted anything new...I fail!
I will try to be better...I just never know what to really put up. So I've decided to just kind of keep a journal type thing online I suppose so ...starting now!
Entry #1
A while ago I realized how negative I always acted, or atleast felt like I acted negativly towards life. I decided that I hated that. For the last two months I have woken up every morning and told myself "Today is going to be an AMAZING day! Why? Because I said so!" It's amazing, the effect words have on us! It has been very rare that I have had a bad day in the last two months. I am currently taking an interpersonal communications class. We talked about how we as people often say "they MADE me feel this way!" It is impossible for someone to MAKE you feel anything. They can choose to do things that you may choose to be angry or upset at, but ultimately it is your choice. That hit me pretty hard, but it has also changed my life!

There are still days that I have a harder time choosing to not feel something...I still feel lonely, sad, angry, frustrated...I feel! It's just so much more worth it to choose to feel all the happy good feelings! I love choosing to see and appreciate my blessings! I have the most amazing family and friends! AMAZING people! I absolutely love my life, even the hard times. I wouldnt be me without them! :)